i told myself not to get too affected by u, not to contact u, not to care about u, not to think about u..
all of these are hard to accomplish, but it is working.. little by little, im able to forget about you.
pls cont to treat me as a stranger to make it easier for me.
hai..
i said all of these, but y am i hurting inside?? hai..fuck.
thinkin' of you at ... 1:07 PM
hi blog, im emo again today..
hai, y do i like some1 so easily de.. its like im desperate or smth. i hate it.
today made me realised that i did not change at all over this years, im still the same old kelvinson from back then. the same old boring me.
to like some1 whom u know u cant be together with is so sian!!!!
im jus a boring, no money and emo guy. this is so pathetic.
to the person : pls do not be too nice to me.. it would jus make me like u more.
life was so simple till i met u again, but i nvr regret meeting u again.
just read from my prev post dated 3 yrs ago ( i loved u once... so y cant i love u once mre? ) haha... now it shud be (i loved u twice.. n twice failed, y the 3rd time? can i love u again?)
thinkin' of you at ... 10:26 AM
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ...... WTF AM I DOING?!?!
AM I FEELING JEALOUS?! WTF ISIT FOR.
zzzzz...regret what i did this afternoon.. nearly lost control of myself. fucks
dam.. i must learn to control.. must nt fall into it again. sigh..
must endure.. it is not meant to be.. think properly first.. think think think.
damn..the cycle is starting to repeat itself again.. omg..
thinkin' of you at ... 10:30 AM
hai.. y is this happening???
y am i feeling guilty of what i sad???
y r u able to affect my feelings and moods again??
y r u able to take over my heart again with so little effort after such a long time?
y am i at this state despite trying to avoid it all this time?
y do i like u when i know i cant and u would leave me again??
y y y y y y y????
the ans is.. i haven learnt to let u go.. damn.
thinkin' of you at ... 9:25 AM
wasiansia
21.8.1986
been called siao, dao, lame, sian.. n etc.. lolz
now on my way to becoming the pro in slacking!!!
` Likes.
cars, games, bowling, comics(hopes to open one comic shop one day), frens, sch, n tings tt can make mi laugh..
..blah blah blah
n almost anything tt is blue!!
` Hates.
backstabbers, lIfE n myself