yay!! tis wk finally goin to end soon le. counting dwn 5mre days to freedom! hahaha..
this wk there are mre new yr2 students in the ward, n smth funny happened. lolz, there is a guy tt looks like mi frm the back view. lol.n we gt the same height, same hairstyle, almost the same specs.lolz, den they call him my twin liao. hahahaha.. lucky oni the back look like mi.. if frnt oso look like mi den nt funny le. he looks mre rounder. =p
den played lan wif jl n alvin. fun sia.. lolz. i found my new lan gamin frens le ><><"
cant wait for the wkend to come. yay yay yay yay..
soon it wil b over.. i hope. otherwise i wil look dwn on myself for being do pathetic. rawr >=(
thinkin' of you at ... 7:48 AM
finally finish one day of nite shift le... so boring. lol.. do nth de, den so slpy.. dots. come home den str away slp le. dein in the end oni slp for 6hrs oni.. siao liao.. duno hw to survive tonitez shift liao.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
bye
thinkin' of you at ... 3:29 AM
=.=... juz woke up.. so weird.. lolz. drm of stupid drms again =x
haiz.. nw havta go work liao.. ppl go home, i go work.. dotz.. haha
i miss u
i miss the feelin u gave mi
no1 will eva b able to give mi tt feelin like u did.......
thinkin' of you at ... 4:10 AM
rite.. so nw its 5am n im stil nt slpin yet.lolz.. i mux try nt to slp..=.=.. cuz today is my nite shift.. muz slp oni in the day, or else i wil suffer tonite. lolz. went out wif sch fens ytd, so nice! haha.. so long din see all of them le, den they become mre beautiful liao >< hahaha..
went to orchard fo lunch den went party world to sing song..bt i sing til v bad sia.. haha..=.= aft tt, we went to eat steamboat.. den walau.. tt place is full of lizards sia.. its like, we can see5 or 6 lizards together on the same side of the wall.. den all is quite big de =x was abit worried tt it wil drop dwn frm the wall into the soup =x
haiz.. heard frm my frens tt nite shift is v boring de.. =.=.. will rot dwn there sia.. oh well, guess i juz havta play bingo again liaoz. hahaha..
thinkin' of you at ... 8:38 PM
wheeeeeeee!!!!!!!! hahaha.. today so fun! went kayakin today! lolz. went kayaking for the 1st tym in my life. >< hahaha. met wif ed n charles den go east coast to join xun n family. lolz. was surprised wen we knw tt xun's whole family is goin. lolz. like family outing.. hmm, i din have a family outing for 10 ovr yrs le.. oh well..
hmm, it was fun. lolz. at first i duno hw to steer, den keep on turnin in the direction i dun wan it to. or the kayak will keep on turnin in circles. =x. haha.. bt finally i gt the hang of it. so its nt bad. lol. we kayak for abt one hr.even tho its one hr, i felt tired liao. haha.. den aft returnin the kayaks, ed learn hw to swim abit. haha.. so funny..cuz he WACKED xun's head while his learning free style. hahaha..
den suddenly the sky turn dark n was goin to rain, so we all rushed to the toilet to bathe..bt aft bathing it stil hasn't rained yet.. =.=''.. rushed for nth. den we decided to go n eat. since its overcast, we decided to sit at a place under the shelter de.while we were eatin, it started rainin heavily, n wth?! the sheltr is USELESS, cuz the rain stil pour tru, n my rice become flooded.. =.=... sian 1/2 n my whole body is wet.. lolz.
ok.. so nw i gt cramps at my arms n gt sunburned liao.. haha.. hmm, wonder will i b tanned?? lolz =p
thinkin' of you at ... 8:23 AM
lol, today is another slacking day for mi. haha.. so fun sia.. oni go there to joke ard wif the ppl n frens.lol. den today we bargained wif the SN for longer brks.lol. we agreed to buy to them bubble tea so tt we can go to east point during wrkin tym. lol. at first oni have to help 2 person to buy, den end up, buying 8 cups. lol. wen we gt back, we have to smuggle in sia. canot let the NM see, otherwise we die le. lol. i bought the oreo coffee de, n it taste weird.. =s
n yes! tml is last day of wrk for tis wk, cux gt gd friday. lol. i hope gd fri can come faster..
so sian of tinkin le!!!!!! hmm, gettin no life lately.
thinkin' of you at ... 8:13 PM
wahaha.. so nice today!! lol.. reali slacked the whole day at work today sia. haha.. see my frens all so busy till no tym for brk n i still went for 1hr+ for brk is so nice. haha.gettin to like tis ward mre n mre le. haha.. the staff reali v fun to wrk wif. wheeeeeeeeee... >< haha.. too bad my interest is nt in tis dept. if nt i wud join them aft i grad.
*ok.. so i have told u who is tt ger liao.. satisfy ur curiosity? i dun wan to tell u is cuz i guess tt u will b scared of mi.. lol, sounds weird n no sense bt its wad i tink.. haiz.. looks like i din change at all.. i am still so indecisive, so emotional, so idiot, so boring to be wif,n.... wadeva....zzzzz... i hate myself. grr... *
muz change.tis blg is nt meant to be like tis..
thinkin' of you at ... 7:11 PM
haiz.. been rotting the whole day today.. n feelin so sian.. gues im still affected by ytd.. so sianz. oh well..
*looks like im correct.. i stil cant get over you.. y am i like tt.. y cant i get over you like wad u did.. i shud b ok long ago.. bt nw.. argh.. i tink too much, the person tt u tink of cant be mi.. i knw.. oh well..* tis blg shuden b like tis de.. haiz
thinkin' of you at ... 8:40 AM
went suntec today wif fren, it was quite fun.. ^^ actually wanted to watch "dorm" bt wen we went there the show has alrdy been removed.. sianz.. so we went to play arcade n walk arnd.. lol. den saw a siao guy who is singin "stand up for singapore" reali loud while walking.. hahaha.. reminds mi of my days wrkin in IMH. den we walk to bugis to eat gelato. ahah.. so nice sia..long tym din eat ice cream le =p
aft tt went esplanade to tke pic.. den we asked a tourist to take pic for us, bt his v noob la.. walau, ask him to move foreward, he go n move backward, teach him hw to zoom in the view, he stil dun zoom in.. =.=" so in the end we gave up n ask another tourist to help us.
aft tt i went to meet my dad.. gd to see him stil active. lol. bt bad habit stil here.. haiz..duno hw to say le.. haiz. bt stil can see tt he is stil dwn, n i din do anyting.. guess im geting to be stone hearted.wen he gt hm, i cud see the pain in his eyes.. n i felt the pain too...oh well..
*the tears tt u drop are for urself, bt wad abt mine? who isit for?*
thinkin' of you at ... 9:23 PM
hello there
The angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victimOf darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and SallyIf we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have halloween on christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
(I miss you)(I miss you)
Where are you?
And I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep
I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick, strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
The webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home
And stop this pain tonight?
Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me
You're already the voice inside my head
(I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me
You're already the voice inside my head
(I miss you, miss you)
Dont waste your time on me
You're already the voice inside my head
(I miss you, miss you)
Dont waste your time on me
You're already the voice inside my head
(i miss you, miss you)
Dont waste your time on me
You're already the voice inside my head
(I miss you, miss you)
Dont waste your time on me
You're already the voice inside my head
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
-blink 182-
thinkin' of you at ... 8:45 PM
wee~~~ finally fri ended le!!! ahahaha.. so hapi. today can be counted as my best day at work for this past 2 wks!! lol. today was in charge of 1 cubicle. its so hard n tiring, bt fun.lucky i gt 2 gd SN to help n guide mi along. lol.reali felt tt i accomplished smth. bt i still feel tt i still gt a very very long way to go b4 i can fully take charge. so muz jia u! lolz. hmmm, wonder hw are my frens.. so long din contact them le..
today aft work i was invovled in the hospital's fire evacuation simulation. its so fun, hahahahaha.. den wen we are 'running' away frm the hospital we all keep on saying tt the hospital is burning.lol den i imagine if there reali is a fire,i tink all the old man/woman and even those bed bound de patient can run faster den us sia. hahaha. reali cant imagine them running. lol
4mre wks to go!!! woot~!
*am i goin tru an illusion nw? i cant believe in myself anymre...i dunwana tink too much..is tis reali happening?????*
thinkin' of you at ... 8:37 PM
hmm...today's time like pass v fast.. lol. mayb its cuz its such a busy day.. alot of tings to do sia.. altho nw they say i shud be doin SN stuff le.. bt i feel tt im still doing most of the EN stuff, n i stil duno wad the heck is SN suppose to do.. -.=.. haiz. wonder hw am i goin to pass out like tt sia..
den today kena scoldin by SN oso.. HAIZ.. nw no confidence le.. tot i was doin the rite tings.. bt end up its all wrng.. den become smart aleck.. haiz.. oh well, look on the brightside.. at least i learn smth frm my mistake..
i wonder.. was my past juz an illusion?
thinkin' of you at ... 8:56 AM
so, finally the comp ended.. ^^ most of my stress is gone le!!! so hapi. lolz
the day was so tiring.. carry alot of chairs n tables.. lol.bt slack alot oso.. today wasted alot of money sia.. cux in the mornin, i tot i will b late so i took a cab.. den end up i was too early =.=.. n most of the ppl was late.. haiz.. wasted $10..
den todays comp so weird... only got a little bit of spectators.lol. den the whole hq so quiet like there is no comp like tt.bt its beta.. lol. cuz like tt, there will b not much interferance to the comp, den evryting ran smoothly
den wen the comp was abt to end, i saw a gay officer.. walau eh.. den he super fussy de.. n no manners, always lookin dwn on ppl.grr.. reali wanted to ask him to shut up..bt cant cuz i was wearin the sj t-shirt.
hmm,the wristbands tt i made was ok.. lol.n im v hapi abt it.^^
haiz... so tired sia.. goin to slp le.. mayb nxt yr i dunwana do again le.. lol.
thinkin' of you at ... 6:26 PM
wasiansia
cars, games, bowling, comics(hopes to open one comic shop one day), frens, sch, n tings tt can make mi laugh..
..blah blah blah
n almost anything tt is blue!!
backstabbers, lIfE n myself
21.8.1986
been called siao, dao, lame, sian.. n etc.. lolz
now on my way to becoming the pro in slacking!!!
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