ARGH..FEELING SO SIANZ RITE NW... WAD CAN I DO TO MAKE TIS GO AWAY?? IM LIKE ALONE NW.. TIS IS SHIT.. LOL.
OHWELL.. SHAL UPDATE ABT MY MISERABLE LIFE FOR TIS WEEK.. BEEN HAVING STUPID DREAMS LATELY.. EVERYDAY, JUS CANT TO SLP N DUN FEEL LIKE SLPING AT ALL..END UP GETTING IRRITATED EASILY.. GRR. STUPID PPL... ALWAYS MAKE MI IRRITATED. =X BLOODY MIND OF MINE.ZZZ
WENT TO KICK SOCCER YTD, WAS SUPER FUN. HAHA.DIN PLAYED TT FOR A V V LONG TIME ALRDY. SURPRISED TT IM ABLE TO SCORE 2 GOALS. AHAHA.. ALTHO BOTH OF IT IS BY PURE LUCK. =P HOPE TO PLAY TT AGAIN SOON. HAHA. OH WELLS, DEN WENT TO WS TO MEET AH PEK SL FOR THE 1ST TIME WITH DAR.LOL.. HIS QUITE A OK GUY.. GOIN TO HIS BDAE PARTY ON SUN!! YAY. AHAHA.DEN CAN GO ESCAPE TOO.. ><
OK.. SO TTS ABT ALL OF MY BORING LIFE FOR THIS WEEK. HAHA..
I HATE I HATE I HATE I HATE I HATE ---
thinkin' of you at ... 8:24 AM
are u ok? are u ok? ya.. i am... Labels: random bullshit
bullshit. im nt ok lor.. fuck. its so hard to act like everything is ok n smile..
haiz.. i duno who to trust alrdy..sum of u ppl say i tink too much, bt wad if i can see tt its nt? shud i believe in wad u say or myself?
thinkin' of you at ... 8:48 AM
y r u treating mi so differently frm the other ppl?? y isit tt u can b hapi wif them bt nt me??
why..haiz.. tis is so sianz..
thinkin' of you at ... 10:02 AM
haiz.. to tink tings was starting to turn gd..
who wud have guess nw its all goin back to the same alrdy. freak man. i reali hate u. get lost.hope u stay in tt zone n nvr come back.stay in tt zone n nvr progress on.u r the reason for me feeling this way. i hate u. make mi lose my confidence, like wadeva i do wun b as gd as u.haiz..if tings are meant to b this way.. wad can i do..
if u wana win. fine.bt im nt goin to gif up so easily.no mre regrets for mi anymore.
thinkin' of you at ... 11:17 AM
gratz...u haf finally destroyed my faith..u have gotten wad u wanted..hapi nw? u shud b.. cux im going to b removed soon..i reali dislike u bt at the same tym, i envy u. u gt all the tings u wanted..gt tings tt i can oni drm abt. u r the role model tt im trying to folo to be.. bt i dun like u.even for abit.man, tis is so lame... Labels: ranting of bullsh*t
haiz.. im reali uncomfortable weneva i tink abt u. n yet i havta act like its alrite.wen i tink abt u or see smth tt reminds mi of u, i wud reali hope tt my mind wil shut off or my eyes go blind.. cux i felt reali uncomfortable.grrr...
haiz...
haf u eva felt tt uncomfortable or irritated at sum1?the fear of losing sum1 impt to u?the feelings of u letting sum1 impt to u go n ltr on regret like mad tt y u did nt try harder to make tings wrk out n jus gif up like tt?the feeling of happyness when tt person is back by ur side?the unbearable and weird silence btw u n tt person?up til the extend tt even tho the person is toking to self jus to break the silence u oso wun mind?the feeling of dread coming to u evryday tt history is goin to repeat itself?feel the helplessness tt wadeva u do,there mite stil nt b anything improving, tts goin to happen?tt everyday u have to ask urself wad isit tt make u stay on n belive in?
hai.. i did.
hai...random tots..
thinkin' of you at ... 9:46 AM
AAAARRRHHHHH Labels: sianzzzz beyond wrds
dun.....tink u knw mi..
hate tis feeling of being misunderstood
thinkin' of you at ... 10:28 AM
i dislike this feeling u give me
i hate this feeling u give me
everytym wen i hear smth tt resembles u..even wen i tink abt u, i get this kind of feeling.
i hate it.. its poisonous.. its eating away my faith.. shit.
hai.. today is the best day of my life. lost my fave ring, duty was super boring.. feeling faint.. damn.. lol..
thinkin' of you at ... 5:55 AM
wasiansia
cars, games, bowling, comics(hopes to open one comic shop one day), frens, sch, n tings tt can make mi laugh..
..blah blah blah
n almost anything tt is blue!!
backstabbers, lIfE n myself
21.8.1986
been called siao, dao, lame, sian.. n etc.. lolz
now on my way to becoming the pro in slacking!!!
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