woke up super early today sia. ahaha.. the new method of waking up reali helps.>< lol. bt nw end up super tired can? lol.feelin dizzy the whole day, like v high like tt. hahaha.so nice. =p anyway. today's work is quite fun. cux today v v busy. wahaha. den tym passes dam fast. oni ting nt gd is during the tym wen i was doin duty.. super bored. fell aslp in frnt of other ppl while changing pass! lol. so paisei.
den jus nw took train home oso can fall aslp while standing! 1st tym reali fell alp sia lucky i din fal flat on my face. =p oh ya, saw tis aunty wen i was takin the bus. tink tt shes v rude sia.. she cut the Q to board bus den push every1 away wen getting out. den stil nt enuff, stil grumble n grumble.. tsk tsk. =.=
hm. nth much to update alrdy. haha. cux i cant tink of anything else.. brain dying today. XD
haha.
*hope to make darling hapi everyday*
thinkin' of you at ... 4:21 AM
feelin sooo broke nw. lol. took a cab to work for this 2 days. spend like 40 bucks alrdy. haha. n i told myself nt to spend more den 10 each day de. >< haha.. aniways. take cab beta den being super late i guess. haiz. nw feel soo slpy. so decided to update for a while b4 i slp.
well, this week is stil goin on quite smoothly. nt bad nt bad. everyday is hapi to mi cux of darling. haha. =p oh ya, today jus knew tt my collegues n i won the best customership.LOL. tis is funny lo, cux i duno hw we win oso de. =p. haha,den tis fri havta do a video shoot as the ppl wana take video of our work environment n use it for some business stuff. =x feel like taking leave. haha. hmm cant tink of wad else to blog alrdy. ahaha.
waking up to see ur msg is wad i look foreward everyday,
everyday wif u is a day i wil always treasure,
everyday wif u is hapiness for mi,
u bring colors into my life,
i love u darling.. wif all my heart (even tho my heart is alrdy wif u nw) ^^
thinkin' of you at ... 6:33 AM
hmm.. quite afew tings happened lately. bt cant rmb all le. lol. firstly is i finally am nt lazy n went dwn to book for my 1st driving lesson alrdy. haha. so hope by aug i can pass. den can b my bdae present liao. bt nw my pocket gt one BIG BIG hole alrdy. red packet $ all gone oso. den dun feel like getting the $ from mom oso. haiz. Labels: *pray for E to recover soon...*
secondly, tried working for the tele job alrdy. its quite ok la.. tym passes v fast. bt gt to deal wif some of the most irritating ppl. ( still feel tt its amazing hw can sum1 irritate mi jus by a phone) lol. anyways, tok to my boss, say tt its nt v gd to b working. so nw considering whether to cont nt.
haiz.ok, nw for today,
today quite a few tings happen, work was ok.. bt i duno y the tym passes super slow in the morning. den smth happened in the aftnoon. havta go console my fren.den din go to wrok alr. bt its ok. fren mre impt den work ma.hope she felt beta aft tokin. lol.
den wen i reached home, i heard a loud ringing sound, den i went to look. discovered tt 2 ppl were trapped in the lift. lol. so interesting sia. 1st tym i encounter tis kind of incident. so went to help them wif another guy. we went to try n force open the lift door. bt as expected.the door cant b forced open.. haha.. i guess the oni tym lift doors can b forced open by bare hands is oni in the movies. soon aft tt, the guy went to get 2 screw drivers n try to pry open the door. lol!! wen i see tt, i tot its quite dumb la. haha. the screw driver is the small kind one. looks like it will break any moment. bt lucky it did nt. all this lasted for abt 30mins, den the lift repairing guy came. lol. he went tup to the top floor n use a machine to pull the lift up n open the door. lol. nw come to tink of it, lucky im nt the one stuck inside.haha
haiz.stil gt some details, bt all tis nvm. nw darlin sick alr, so mux faster blog den she wil blog. haha. haiz..hope you'll recover soon dar!! n cheer up k!! no matter u tink u hw fugly or wad i stil love u nvrtheless. =)
thinkin' of you at ... 8:36 AM
ggrraahh!!!! tis cny sux. so many sian tings happened since the eve of cny. haiz.. smth bad happened to mom, den nw shes suffering. haiz. so sian to see her in so much pain. den i cant do anything abt it.grr.. if oni i can share half of her pain. haiz.
so helpless nw. gif painkillers oso useless. even eating slpin pills oso canot slp due to the pain. =x hai.. duno wad i can do to help her feel beta n make the pain go away.. =(
hai.. today u seem weird. duno whether isit cuz of ytd or wad.. bt u act diff eva since tt incident happened. am i tinking too much? i hope i am. isit fading for u?
haiz..dun like tis cny. cant seem to see anything hapi in this festive season. haiz.
thinkin' of you at ... 2:42 PM
haiz.. all was ok.. duno y suddenly beome like tis.. =(
wen u ask mi that qs, i was lost, n duno wad to tink..
im afraid to say yes, cux it mite scare you away..
bt i cant say no, cux it wil b lying to you..
haiz.bt in the end i stil said yes but tts for now.. in the future i reali duno.
wen u say u wana cont to b wif mi, i honestly felt relieved n hapi.. it does nt matter even if we wil nt b together foreva, cux i jus wana b wif u now. wen i said "i dun mind" it was a lie. in my heart, i mind alot alot.. haiz. my bad habit is stil here, i always say smth i dun mean n end up hurting u.
hai.. bt theres one ting tt i said n i mean it.. i love you dar, frm the btm of my heart.
thinkin' of you at ... 11:18 AM
woot~ finally today has come. haha. cux its friday n tml is CNY eve!! wahaha,felt like tis week went past in a flash. lol. lots of tings happened tis week. n most of them are happy ones. hahaha ^^
went to work today feelin v slpy.bt din ovaslpt in bus or mrt! hahaha.. miracle sia. so proud of myself.lol.work was ok today, cux its super slack la. jus read books n tok almost the whole day. lol. den today gt 2 hrs off! haha. so acc frens to play lan. wa.. dam sianz lo. kip on losing de. haha. they too pro liao.haha. aft tt went to eat dinner wif them. den found out tt theres a event which will b held at copthrone n there will b a buffet.haha, n it cost oni $15 lo. so gd! so i str8 away say i wana go le. wahaha.
den on my way home, as i board the bus, i cant find my ez link, so i stand at the entrance for afew mins, searching all my pockets, bt stil cant find. so embaressing.so i decided to go dwn the bus n check. den aft i went dwn the bus, the moment i put my hand in my jeans pocket, i found it le.n i swear tt awhile ago i cant find it. lol. so weird.bt heres the best part, aft i found it le, the bus stil haven leave the stop yet. so i went to chase aft it, bt the bus driver din see, so he drove off. =.= so embaressing... haiz. cux the ppl at bustop were all jus lookin at mi. haiz. haha. suay. slpt on the bus, n gt the weirdest dream. haha, dreamt tt E was smsing mi.den i woke up. n jus aft i woke up afew secs ltr, i reali recieve her msg. ahaha.
went to fetch E home.wanted to gif her a surprise de. haha. bt in the end i gt 1 instead, cux i expected her dad to fetch, bt end up dun haf. haha. felt so hapi wen i saw her. haha.. >< missed her soo much. lol.den 4gt to tell her wad i wana say oso. =x haha. nvm. nxt tym mux tell her. lol.
*today i was abit rush, so sry if i scared u. nw to tink of it, i felt like i was forcing u to do smth u are nt rdy yet.. felt soo bad.
u dun have to force urself for mi k? i love u, n i dun hope for u to feel pressurized n do smth for mi oni.
i reali meant it.
tym spent wif u is always a memorable one, even tho sumtyms i can oni b wif u for awhile. bt im hapi le.
loving ya always my darlin!! haha =p
thinkin' of you at ... 9:17 AM
Whooot~~! hahaha.. so hapi today can? lol. cux smth reali v nice happened today. haha. in fact im stil abit in drm land, haha. cux abit too gd to b true. lol. anyway... im hapi cux E said yes! wahaha.. omg. so hapi. lol. wen i 1st saw tt msg she sent, i was so hapi. lol.. kip smiling to myself while walking. haha. den the ppl saw mi wif an amused expression.haha. bt dun care them la. lol. i hapi can le. wahaha.. Labels: great day to rmb ^^
so.. here i am, in a competition in see who finish blogging faster again. haha. canot lose lo, if i lose den i havta become the servant. n i knw wads shes goin to do.. aiyer. lol.
to E :
thnx for accepting mi,
my feelins for u is serious de..
even tho sumtyms i wil say it like i dun mean it,
bt deep dwn i my heart,
i reali meant it,
i love u.
oni u are capable of making mi feel tis way..
i hope we wil b together for along long tym..
even tho i met u jus nw,
im alrdy missing u like crazy alrdy. haiz.
evryting tt i did for u, i dun ask for u to repay mi.
i jus wan u to b hapi..
so dun feel guilty k? =)
thinkin' of you at ... 8:48 AM
zzz... dam slpy nw.lol.. oni slpt for 3 hrs today! went to Hq for lecture. today is the 1st lecture of HN for the cadets. lol. find it quite fun. altho i tink tt it can b improved. i stil nt tt pro yet. haha. stil can see sum of the cadets are bored. haha.mux learn hw to attract their attention. =x
haha.. aft lect, went to buy clothes wif bro n wx. haha. spent lots of $ sia.. n oni bought 3 clothes. crazy. haha.bt nvm. cux mom sponsor ma. wahaha.. bt stil abit heart pain la.den nth much to buy compared to the last tym oso. haiz. abit disappointed. bt at least i bought smth. so its nt tt bad.waha.
went to eat at mariott for dinner.. so nice!! haha. esp the strawberry cheese cake. haaha, so nw strawberry cheesecake shall b my new fave dessert. lol. lucky ate tt in buffet, cux if wana buy outside, it cost 5 bucks for a small slice. so ex! ><" haha,bt stil gt other tings tts quite nice la.. gt jap food, chi food n westrn de.haiz.. tml monday liao.. den gotta work n end v late.. so shal go slp le. sianz
haiz..wana tell u tt wad i said ytd is all tru de. nth fake. esp wen i say tt person i like is u. oh well.
thinkin' of you at ... 7:33 AM
i loved u once... so y cant i love u once mre?
thinkin' of you at ... 9:17 AM
lol.. todays quite fun, went out wif ah pie the whole of today. lol. actually gt go sentosa wif cheryl bt since she cant make it so its oni us 2 guys. haha. went to amk to eat n play pool. den while eating i heard sum1 calling my name, den wen i look up, i saw boo, yanyin n jia li. haha. den the 1st ting i said was omg. hahaha. dots. so in the end played pool wif 5 ppl. was qute ok, bt find tt pool is abit boring. haha. prefer bowlin beta. lol
aft tt, boo n gang went off le, so mi n pie went arcade. went there to play the basketball throwing game. we can play til stage 3!! hahaha. so funny. cux the oni reason y we can play til stage 3 is cux the sensor of the game spoilt. so sumtyms wen we throw the ball in, it will register tt 3-4 balls went in alrdy. hahaha. so funny.den end up playin 6 games, play til fingers cramp. haha. cant even type sms properly. =x
haha..haiz. abit hope tml nvr comes. cux i gt lecture tml!! sianz. havta wake up at 6am n nw i stil haven slp. lol. tml die liao. notes haven read oso.
hmm, to E: cheer up k? dun feel so depress n like u are a failure like tt, cux in fact U R NT. 100% confirm plus chop. haha. =D
thinkin' of you at ... 8:48 AM
wheeeeeeee~~!! pay day is here!! wahaha.. finally can b out of the poor man zone for afew days le. lol. hmm.. cant tink of wad to update leh. haha. nw update is cux in a competition wif E to see who blog faster. lol. lose liao den mux become servant to winner.. aiyer.. =x
hmm.. went to orchad to accompany E for job interview when i was supposed to take mc n stay at home.haha.bt nvm la, i dun feel sick at all, n wil b v bored wen i stay at home.=x
n tt ger was late n duno hw to go to the interview venue so in the end we havta walk like crazy to find the place. in the end we cant even find the place, so gave up le. haha.
aft orchad, went to tanjong pagar for another interview. n guess wad, i gt interviewed oso. lol. so nw nxt monday supposed to b today,bt boss changed her mind,so i havta go for the job's trial to see if i make it for the job nt. lol. i tink it wil nt b easy ba.. cux its telemarketing de. n im nt too gd at sales. hai.. oh well, i shal try my best cux its 7/hr! lol. alot sia..
aft tt went to tm to meet family for dinner. ate at jacks place.. ate the combo set. bt 4gt wad isit called alrdy. haha. nt bad la.. bt shall try other tings nxt tym. lol.. so in the end my mc was spent in tis way.. haha. lcky no1 caught mi outside. otherwise die le.
ok, so nw for todays stuff...
nth much happened. lol. usual stuff. jus went back to wrk with the feeling tt its monday today wen its friday. haha. haiz. blur liao. i nid a rest. lol. coughing like mad nw. cant tok properly w/o talkin de. =x
E did smth tt made mi felt hapi today.lol. she wanted to gave mi bread cux she tot i wil b rushing for work n wun have tym to eat.n she nearly was late cux she did tis for mi..felt guilty.bt reali thnx alot ^^! even tho end up i din wrk today n din take ur bread, bt reali thnx! =) i apprieciate wad u did.haha.
haiz.. tml supposed to go sentosa to play de. bt nw its cancelled, cux 2 of my frens cant make it. sianz.. so wil go hang out wif ah pie tml. haha. mayb goin to play pool cux alrdy settled on playin tt a long tym ago le. tink wil get trashed by him tml. lol. n shall go register for driving lesson tml if i can wake up in tym. haha.
so slpy.................. diededededed
i tink i gt no chance le... haiz. shall leave it to fate ba. if its wad meant to b it will be..
zzz..
thinkin' of you at ... 6:20 AM
woot~~ today so slack. lol. nt much ppl went for check up today, so end up slacking mst of the tym. ahhaa. hope everyday like tt. so nice n peaceful. ahaha. haiz.. reali sick liao, nw coughing til my abdomen muscle hurts. even my I/C oso ask mi to take MC tml. haha. =x sians. bt nvm la. at least no nid to wrk. lol. tonite mux slp early le. haha, canot stay up late liao. sad.bt who cares. lol =p
lol, met a nursing frm whom i haven seen for a long long tym alrdy. toked for awhile cux her bus came shrtly. too bad. =x bt she stil looks the same. haha,n she say im fatter liao =_= haa.. die liao. alot of ppl say tt sia. mux do smth abt it. lol
ARGH... the song is stil stuck in my head. lol. madness.
hmm, felt abit jealous over sum1 today. lol. =x
wen i c u, my heart wud beat quite fast,
wen i look into ur eyes, i wud b shy,
wen i hear u laugh n c u hapi, im hapi too,
wud hate to see u sad.. =(
hai.. nvm. sayin random stuff nw =x
thinkin' of you at ... 8:22 AM
zzz.. duno wad to blog nw leh..bt im here to jus blog so tt sum1 wun dun care abt mi le. haha. jus jkin la.
aniways, today i ovaslpt sia!! omg.haha. 1st tym in my i change sooo fast n get out of the house sia.oni used 5mins. haha..den havta take taxi to mrt. so ex sia.. bt i stil made it in tym.
wrk is ok today... lol.nth much.oni teach the new guy sum stuff.. tml havta cont again. reminds mi of myself wen i first went in to work there. haha.. so ignorant.
i love it wen u call.. i love it wen u call.. n i mean it.
thinkin' of you at ... 7:56 AM
I had a dream we went away
Left this city for a day
You took me southwards on a plane
And showed me
Spain or somewhere
But in reality you're not so keen to show me anything
And I thought you liked me
Hey, show some love, you aint so tough
Come fill my little world right up, right up
Someday you're going to realise(I want you)
To fill my little world right up, right up, right up
Yeah, so what you gonna do
With all this stuff piling up, filling up and taking up
You misunderstand me
All I wanted was some evidence
That you really like me(You really like me)
Hey, show some love, you aint so tough
Come fill my little world right up, right up
Someday you're going to realise(I want you)
To fill my little world right up, right up, right up
Maybe it's all too muchHow come we're so messed up
Maybe I'm not enough
Maybe you're just too much
Hey, show some love, you aint so tough
Come fill my little world right up
OhhOhhYeah
Hey, show some love, you aint so tough
Come fill my little world right up, right up
Someday you're going to realise(I want you)
To fill my little world right up, right up
Hey, show some love, you aint so tough
Come fill my little world right up, right up
Someday you're going to realiseThat I'm passing you by
So fill your little world right up, right up, right up
Ohh
Come on and show me you aint so tough
by the feeling
lol.. lately kip on listening to tis song.. tink i mux b mad alrdy. listen for mre than 20+ tyms liao. ahaha..
today feels so long.. cux i miss u.. =x
thinkin' of you at ... 5:30 AM
those tings tt i said to u are wad i meant n frm my heart de.. bt if u dunwana tink tt way, den its fine.. i guess its too late to tell u all tis alrdy. bt i wil stil say,cux i wana let u knw. i reali care for u, i stil miss u, i look forward in meeting u n ur sms, cux it jus makes mi hapi to see u n ur smses.asked myelf whether wud i feel tis way for a gd fren or whether im fallin in love wif u many tyms.. n my ans is the last one..
nt sure who u like nw.. bt i wil wait.. till the day u tell mi.
take care.
thinkin' of you at ... 1:45 AM
zzz.. nw abit tired.lol. had a long day ytd.. went to hq for the zone home nursing meeting. so sianz. den was late. ahaha.. so its settled liao, nxt week the lectures n everyting will start,so.. for the nxt few weeks til april, i wil b giving lessons frm 800 to 1330hrs.. sian la.. 5 1/2 hrs!! omg. haha.. dieded. den stil haven finish. heard them say july stil gt anoter tym.. haiz.. haha. bt wad to do.. mux help out.
den aft tt went to yj house for bbq. haha. his house dam big la. gt 3 stories den stil gt mini pond wif waterfall de.. so nice. 1st tym see sia. haha ><(i look like noob.so sua gu.)
went there to help set up fire. haha. so fun.nid 3 ppl to fan the fire.haha.if nt the fire wun b big. aft tt ate abit oni, den played the ps2. haha. den in the end played til we decided to stay over at his house.haha. so fun. his sofa v pro one. haha. cux the bottom of the sofa can extend out to b a long sofa so tt i can b in a lying dwn position. den so comfortable. haha. wana buy 1 for my house. lol.
aft tt in morning he drove us home, den smth funny happened.haha. i was sitting alone on the back seat, den as he was turing at a traffic lite.. BANG! i slid from the right side to the left and banged onto the door.haha.shocked mi sia. tot the door wil fly open n i wil fly out. =.= haha.. beta wear a seat belt nxt tym. lol
nw abit tired le.. ltr mux slp early tonite.lol.
thinkin' of you at ... 1:12 AM
wasiansia
cars, games, bowling, comics(hopes to open one comic shop one day), frens, sch, n tings tt can make mi laugh..
..blah blah blah
n almost anything tt is blue!!
backstabbers, lIfE n myself
21.8.1986
been called siao, dao, lame, sian.. n etc.. lolz
now on my way to becoming the pro in slacking!!!
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