dam sianz..am i reali a fake? im reali hurt wen u said tis to mi.. everytym wen im gd to u or ppl is wad i reali wanted to do.. its frm my heart de.no motives.. bt y isit being seen tt im jus being a fake n oni helpin sum ppl jus to get rewards n put on a shw?im reali dam hurt.. im starting to tink tt it does nt pay to b gd..zzz..

i admit tt im nt handsome nor stylish or wad n im nt gd wif words, bt tis is who i am. i knw tt u haf gd intensions for asking mi to change my looks n wadeva.. bt sumtyms i cant help but wonder, isit reali for mi or jus cux ur peers say tt im too ugly for u?

sumtyms, the way i tok may sound like im irritated by u or i dun care abt u, bt the fact is im nt irritated n i care.. i can swear n promise tt i have nvr eva been iritated n dun care abt u since the day im wif u.ya, im nt romantic or swt, bt im trying to b. u may nt see it, bt i reali im..its jus tt im jus too coward..zzz

said tt u wud accept mi for who i am.. isit true? i duno le..

man.. wad a way to start a new day of the year..

btw, hapi 2007 ppl..

hope mine wil b gd.=x