yay!! i gt promoted today le! hahaha.. so hapi! finally gt tt extra 20bucks evry mnth liao.. LOL. sounds pathtic sia. sobx =( bt wad to do.. its the fact ma. haiz. wished my pay wud b more tho... gt so many things i wana buy. hahaha. =p
went to visit a E today.. heard tt shes feelin dwn, so went to cheer her up.haha.. =p hmm..wen u feel dwn can find mi k? i will try to cheer u up de. haha. mux smile mre k? u look nicer wen u smile! haha =p bt mst smile cux u feel hapi n nt those kind of forced one. haha. =x
hmm, i duno wad im feelin for u nw.. i feel tt i lke u, bt im afraid tt its nt wad i tink it is, n jus a substitude. i dunwana hurt u.. jus give mi sum tym. i let u knw..
thinkin' of you at ... 7:50 AM
so long din blg le.. felt lazy lately lol..
so much ting has happened.. haiz. oh well. became single again le. lol.
saying sry nw is nt goin to change anything n so dun say it.. its not helping at all. if u feel guilty abt it den i feel tt its nt wrth it. u can stop feeling tt way alrdy. im ok wif it.
thinkin' of you at ... 6:58 AM
haiz.. it reali happened liao.. so sianzzz.. ytd can b considered my happy day n my sad day ba..
hapi cux i gt a award for camp.. sad cux i lost smth in life.. haiz.
duno hw to say...bt i feel its unfair.y mux i change to suit u jus cux u changed n like other type of ppl liao? y cant i jus b myself n u accept mi for who i am? zzzz =.= dun care le la. jus go away..
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thinkin' of you at ... 8:44 AM
woot~! went OCH today! haha.. nice sia. bt abit too bad, cux went there in the evening, den havta leave jus as the sun sets..hmm.. is quite interesting inside actually. get to see wad the wards n ot in the past look like. i dun tink its reali so scary. =x haha.. mayb its cux i went there wen theres stil sun ba.. nxt tym mux go during midnite. lol. TAT WILL B FUN =p
hmm.. duno wad hapen these days.. so confusing.. since tt day on.. its like nth hapened?zzz.. =_=''' im lost. oh well, jus enjoy the moments nw ba.. haiz.. if its gone 1 day.. den.. so b it.
wen u like a person, wadeva tt person do will seem nice n swt to u, bt wen feelings are lost wadeva tt person do, u wil jus tink tts its a waste of tym n annoying...
*wads urs will b urs, wads nt will nvr be...*
tym to take medicine liao.....
thinkin' of you at ... 11:46 AM
dam sianz..am i reali a fake? im reali hurt wen u said tis to mi.. everytym wen im gd to u or ppl is wad i reali wanted to do.. its frm my heart de.no motives.. bt y isit being seen tt im jus being a fake n oni helpin sum ppl jus to get rewards n put on a shw?im reali dam hurt.. im starting to tink tt it does nt pay to b gd..zzz..
i admit tt im nt handsome nor stylish or wad n im nt gd wif words, bt tis is who i am. i knw tt u haf gd intensions for asking mi to change my looks n wadeva.. bt sumtyms i cant help but wonder, isit reali for mi or jus cux ur peers say tt im too ugly for u?
sumtyms, the way i tok may sound like im irritated by u or i dun care abt u, bt the fact is im nt irritated n i care.. i can swear n promise tt i have nvr eva been iritated n dun care abt u since the day im wif u.ya, im nt romantic or swt, bt im trying to b. u may nt see it, bt i reali im..its jus tt im jus too coward..zzz
said tt u wud accept mi for who i am.. isit true? i duno le..
man.. wad a way to start a new day of the year..
btw, hapi 2007 ppl..
hope mine wil b gd.=x
thinkin' of you at ... 6:47 PM
wasiansia
cars, games, bowling, comics(hopes to open one comic shop one day), frens, sch, n tings tt can make mi laugh..
..blah blah blah
n almost anything tt is blue!!
backstabbers, lIfE n myself
21.8.1986
been called siao, dao, lame, sian.. n etc.. lolz
now on my way to becoming the pro in slacking!!!
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